Perhaps you need Steven Greers take on it even more than most - theres a reason your abduction is scary - perhaps study his work closer for your answers rather than Mr Spielberg. Although I’m told his “Close Encounters of the Third Kind” movie, which has actual input from people like Allen Hynek (sceptic turned believer, researcher) is more of a real life take on alien contact. Maybe that would help shift your perspective.

Ah yes, I should rely on movies for my reality. I’ll be sure to avoid clowns and red balloons too 😂

While I’m glad not to be in the USA for the scary stuff - times like this would be nice to be a local. Would absolutely love to do an expedition with the man himself.

I guess a good start point would be watching Unacknowledged by Steven Greer. Theres also his newest one, Close Encounters of the Fifth Kind. Steven Greer created a protocol for peaceful contact with ETs, and a proven way to make contact. CE5 is the name given to contact that humans initiated. It’s quite amazing.